Just home from a faaaaaabulous massage! I have finally used up the $350 gift certificate that I purchased just before Christmas. Those plans fell through, so I had to use it up - a hardship I know:) Still, it was sad to see those plans fall through. However, I have to tell you this - Jugraj is a miracle worker. Wow. Nice to have the knots of worry gone for the time being!
As Luke posted on his site a few days ago about "trying to clear his mind and exist without" - I wanted to use his words because it's what I have been trying to do too. I have been trying to work on that more and more. It's good to have goals and ambitions...but not at the expense of my happiness and health. I need to appreciate everything that I am...what I have...what I have accomplished. Before I make any more decisions I need quiet... A walk among the night may be what I need. And bouncing ideas off those I trust. Sadly, of the two people I had to do this with, one is now gone, but I will always have Shannon. The one who I can count on to listen when I have to vent or stress, or tell me something so off the wall I can't help but laugh. Thank you:)