Thursday, September 14, 2006
Well...a strange day. So many different feelings. Finally got something out there to the person that I think needed/deserved to know (being that it involved them too) - don't know if they feel that way, but it's too late now:)
Started orchestra again tonight. Feels like I have a part of me back that was gone for a year. Music. There isn't anything like it. I cannot put into words how I felt tonight, back with the group, a little family. Totally overwhelming. Kinda pathetic but I was very overwhelmed, inundated by people welcoming me back, hugs, smiles, and laughter.
So...a piece of me is still missing - two pieces actually. And yet I got a different piece back. So confusing, so hard to decipher what it is that I'm feeling. Happy. Sad. At home. A stranger. Healing. Broken. More broken than naught though... Still waiting.
Je suis désolée
Ik ben droevig
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